SILENT MELODY: Nothing Like You And Me

"Nothing like you and me" by Justin Bieber remind me of you although it was not dedicated for me. Ohh shit! I try to imagine that previously you sang this song special for me but it's totally bullshit because the fact is I am just dreaming...

Lately I've been thinking, thinking about what we had

I know it was hard, it was all that we knew

Have you been drinking, to take all the pain away?

I wish that I could give you what you deserve

'Cause nothing can ever, ever replace you

Nothing can make me feel like you do

You know there's no one, I can relate to

And know we won't find a love that's so true

There's nothing like us, there's nothing like you and me

Together through the storm

There's nothing like us, there's nothing like you and me,

Together

I gave you everything, baby, everything I had to give.

Girl, why would you push me away, yeah?

Lost in confusion, like an illusion

You know I'm used to making your day

But that is the past now, we didn't last now

I guess that this is meant to be

Tell me, was it worth it? We were so perfect

But, baby, I just want you to see

There's nothing like us, there's nothing like you and me

Together through the storm

There's nothing like us, there's nothing like you and me

Together

SILENT MELODY: Can't Hold Anymore

Finally, I have to say this to my own feeling, "fucking shit!!!!" Argghhh!!! Why should this feeling keep bothering me during the time like this? WHY???? I can't hold it anymore, the pain that I suffered for two years. Did you know how hard I was? Can't you understand that, huh?

You are such a b**ch when you leave me just like that. I just need your support as a friend, not more than that. Is it too hard for you? Why can't you? Please explain to me, let me clear about everything.-_-"

I don't want to troubling others even I know they were nice to me, a friend who understand me. But still she only a friend who can't understand everything. She seems to understand how I feel but I know she is not. And also not everything that I can share to them and her. Please, I just need your support because I can't hold it anymore and I don't want to bother someone else..:(

SILENT MELODY: First Strumming

All this time I was wasting hoping you would
come around

I've been giving out chances every time and all you do is
let me down
And it's taken me this long but I figured you out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again

But not this time.

You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone

This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry

But I don't believe you baby like I did before
You're not sorry.

Looking so innocent I might believe you if I didn't know

Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold

And you got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know

And now you're asking me to listen cause it's worked each time before.

You had me crying for you honey
And it never would've gone away, no

You used to shine so bright but I watched all of it fade.

Note: If I got a chance, this would be my first strumming for you.

SILENT MELODY: UntiL Now

From the beginning until now

I try to tell myself it's over, that you can't come back to me

If I can't see you again, I would rather forget, forget everything about you

I want to laugh but you make me cry

I can't seem to do everything because of you

I fall to pieces because I miss you so much

I try so hard to forget, yet I can't forget

I never knew it's was so painful to love someone

SILENT MELODY: Wish You Were Here

Dear you, yesterday was one of the worst day for my exam, I thought. I had no expectation that accounting paper should be like that, really hard for me.

Since I get myself into this course since matriculation until now, it is the harder time that I ever faced!

I do not know either I had a chance into majoring accounting or not on my second year.

Wish you were here supporting me like before. For you, all the best for your course.

You're better than me in all aspects and that's why, I admirer you since at the first time I saw you, until we know each other and close together and until now, even you ignoring me. I still admirer you.

Note: I miss you.

SILENT MELODY: Annoying Me

It is not me who can't accept that you dumped me after what we had go through before.

No! But I can't accept the fact that when you leave me behind, it's look like that you tried to break every single chain that related to me, like I'm not a good person for you even just as a friend.

I'm really sorry, without notice might be I had disturbing you and people around you. I had no purpose to do so just like what you had said to me.

I just want to keep my eyes on you through your friends and just want to felt like that I'm your friend too not more than that.

Also I always hope that you will stay behind me, act as a friend, supporting every single things that I do and keep motivated me at those bad time, the time when I fall.

But might be it is my mistake and it's just me who keep hoping somethings that I had no right to get it from you. I had disturbing your life too much. I am really sorry.

Note: Sorry for being annoying me.