SILENT MELODY: Nothing Like You And Me

"Nothing like you and me" by Justin Bieber remind me of you although it was not dedicated for me. Ohh shit! I try to imagine that previously you sang this song special for me but it's totally bullshit because the fact is I am just dreaming...

Lately I've been thinking, thinking about what we had

I know it was hard, it was all that we knew

Have you been drinking, to take all the pain away?

I wish that I could give you what you deserve

'Cause nothing can ever, ever replace you

Nothing can make me feel like you do

You know there's no one, I can relate to

And know we won't find a love that's so true

There's nothing like us, there's nothing like you and me

Together through the storm

There's nothing like us, there's nothing like you and me,

Together

I gave you everything, baby, everything I had to give.

Girl, why would you push me away, yeah?

Lost in confusion, like an illusion

You know I'm used to making your day

But that is the past now, we didn't last now

I guess that this is meant to be

Tell me, was it worth it? We were so perfect

But, baby, I just want you to see

There's nothing like us, there's nothing like you and me

Together through the storm

There's nothing like us, there's nothing like you and me

Together

SILENT MELODY: Can't Hold Anymore

Finally, I have to say this to my own feeling, "fucking shit!!!!" Argghhh!!! Why should this feeling keep bothering me during the time like this? WHY???? I can't hold it anymore, the pain that I suffered for two years. Did you know how hard I was? Can't you understand that, huh?

You are such a b**ch when you leave me just like that. I just need your support as a friend, not more than that. Is it too hard for you? Why can't you? Please explain to me, let me clear about everything.-_-"

I don't want to troubling others even I know they were nice to me, a friend who understand me. But still she only a friend who can't understand everything. She seems to understand how I feel but I know she is not. And also not everything that I can share to them and her. Please, I just need your support because I can't hold it anymore and I don't want to bother someone else..:(